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About Me Official Beta Tester Fantasy Artist Ash16/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 7 Months
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Dead End

Lost for days, weeks, and months.
Still trying to find that one special place.
Hearing water in the distance and I find hope.
I see people on the other side,
Almost calling out my name.
Oh how I long to be with those people.

I follow their voices,
trying to call out in return,
Only to be answered by the sea.
The waves crashed so violently and almost with rage.
Fear almost trembled out of me as I stood near the edge.
I was still too far,
Too far from their hands to grab.

I wish to be with them,
Be loved by them like before.
But no matter how far I try to get,
they always seem too far.
Still lost in this place called life,
Never will I understand it clearly without the help of others.
So please, wait for me till I get to the other side,
so we can truly find the true meaning of life.

Transformation

Sitting here, alone...
Deep down in hell...
Screams of pain and sorrow fill the air,
But I simply crawl away,
Hoping to drown out such sound.
I soon fall to my knees,
Feeling myself completely changing.
No longer am I the fallen angel that I once was.
I am, instead, a rising demon.
This world is changing around me.
Therefore, so am I.

Pathway...

I walk along this pathway that seems to lead me to nowhere...
Light shows me the way, yet I am still lost...
Trapped.
I can feel the darkness wanting to creep in as I walk.
I want to run, yet I dare not.
Will I ever find my way out, or will I be trapped in this unknown void?

Pokemon Team!

Help make them grow strong and evolve?

To Be Reborn To Be Alive

A creature that never dies.
A soul so pure of light and strength.
A creature that over rules the great darkness.
Many bow to the wondrous creature,
And call it a God.
I have always wondered to myself,
Would it be possible that I, too, could be reborn,
Just like the great Phoenix itself?
Would I be able to overcome the darkness that threaten me?
And would I be able to have others notice me because of my great talent?
Though, there is a different reason for my wants.
It is not to get the spot-light.
It is not to overcome the darkness.
It is not even for the power.
My reason is to be able to fly.
Fly under the sun which keeps me alive for an eternity.
If I am able to get this wish,
Then I do not need to worry about the darkness that threaten me.
Let me be reborn,
To be alive.

Art Status

Want a request/trade/commission/other? Note or comment me! :3

Art Requests: Closed

Art Trade: Not taking anymore at the moment

Art Commissions: Closed

Fanfiction: Closed

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Requests:



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Art Trade:
  • ~skyefeather - Portrait of Hyosuke (digital) for a picture with Kazumasa, Cerin, Hibiki, and Blade


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Commissions:
None.

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Kiriban Prize:

First character to cosplay as should be---? 

56%
9 deviants said Ash Ketchum (Pokemon)
38%
6 deviants said Ryou Bakura (Yu-Gi-Oh!)
6%
1 deviant said Other [[Please comment]]

Shoutbox

=Bloody-Moon-Tears:iconBloody-Moon-Tears:
Indeed, they are.
Wed Nov 4, 2009, 5:05 PM
~golden-3point14:icongolden-3point14:
Semi-colons, though, are awesome.
Wed Nov 4, 2009, 4:58 PM
=Bloody-Moon-Tears:iconBloody-Moon-Tears:
Commas are evil. D8
Wed Nov 4, 2009, 3:59 AM
*Ghost-the-echidna:iconGhost-the-echidna:
....lol I used commas in that last one. Okay, shutting up |D
Wed Nov 4, 2009, 3:56 AM
*Ghost-the-echidna:iconGhost-the-echidna:
,,,Wait, no, THIS is D|
Wed Nov 4, 2009, 3:55 AM

Little random tid bits---

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 19, 2009, 8:00 PM
Kiriban
:bulletred:Goal- 10,000
:bulletred:How to get the prize- Print Screen the page then send it to me in note or show me by making that page a deviation.
:bulletred:Prize- A drawing of your choice
:bulletred:Winner- No one yet~


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My leg feels stiff... I went to the hospital last night, like, around midnight. Tired as hell, so my mind, at that moment, was 'Wooo'! lol My knee is in a brace, which does NOT allow it to move at all. Oh no. It makes it feel that my left leg only has one bone. ._. It. Hurts. Still. Which sucks so badly.. Went to school, and boy, it was hard... I swore I had to explain what happened about... 200 times today. x_x

Right now, at this moment of time, it is throbbing, and slightly popping. Ha. And I can't really touch it, or I'll most likely make it worse. |:

Anyways! Away from the pain. My mother and I went out together, you know, mother and daughter time. Went to Wal-Mart, saw Mishell, and found out that my mother has known her father when she use to work at Wal-Mart about 4-5 years ago. ._. Can you say it's a small world after all? lol
Well, afterward, we went out to US Cellular, mainly to get information before we went out to eat. However, we got there and actually got our own plan and got cell phones. 8D So, I now own my own phone, and the deal that my mother got was really, really nice. x3 So, now I can still talk to people (if I have your number or e-mail). I don't really talk talk, however, I text, and my mother has gotten me unlimited texting. :3
We then went to McDonald's and ate there. I had a chicken sandwich with a side of a small soda, a small vanilla shake, and fries. :3 I adored the taste of the fries being dipped into the shake. x3 I swore people were wondering what the hell was wrong with me. lol
After that, we went to see my father, whom I miss very much. We told him a few things, and it makes me feel much safer after telling him what has been happening. I love my father very much, and I regret ever hating him like I did in the past. My parents still get along very well, and that we were still family no matter what.

Ow... Alright... Knee is bothering me now... I'm gonna go to bed.

Good night everyone.



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Contest

:bulletgreen:Theme- Christmas/New Year's
:bulletgreen:Starts- Nov. 01
:bulletgreen:Ends- Dec. 15th
:bulletgreen:What is accepted- Drawings, paintings, stories, poems, songs, videos, cards
:bulletgreen:What is not accepted- Sketches, rough work, slideshows (for videos), black and white (unless you talk to me otherwise)
:bulletgreen:What I'm looking for is something touching. Something sweet. Something that tells me that it's Christmas/New Year's. Possibly something that will make me cry. :3
:bulletgreen:You may submit up to three deviations. They can all be different types, like one can be a picture, another one a story, and the last one can be a photo! You do not have to post three, but it is an option. And do not worry, two of your work cannot get their own spot in the prizes zone. Example would be that if you have a piece that goes in the first place spot, the other two cannot be in the second or third place. This is only to make things fair.
:bulletgreen:Judges- You! I will have a poll for you to vote on, and that shall help me figure out who wins first place, second place, or third. :3
:bulletgreen:Prizes- Only to get a spot on my page (I will have a favorite deviation section on my page, so everyone can see it.) There might be more prizes, but nothing that will cost money.
:bulletgreen:Participants**-


**Note or comment me if you wish to participate, however, once you become a participant, you must submit something. If you can't, then give me a very good reason why you can't. Sudden art block is not an excuse, I am sorry to say. You have all this time to create something for the contest.
  • Mood: Hurt
  • Reading: Dragon's Keep / So Yesterday
  • Drinking: Monster

deviantID

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Name: Ashley
Age: 16
Gender: Female
Birthplace: Denver, Colorado
Current place: Wisconsin
Heritage: German, French, Italian
Pets: Cat (Snow), Bird (Falcon, or Timmy), One fish (Rafiki)
Likes: Yu-Gi-Oh!, Ryou Bakura, Yami Bakura, Marik Ishtar, Yami Marik, Pokemon, Ash Ketchum, Anime, Fantasy, Dragons, Music (Any), Roleplaying, Drawings, Photography, Literature, Digital Art, Mountain Dew, Monster, Friends, D&D, Angels/Demons, Colors!, Lava Lamps, Laptop, Internet, Tendershipping, Tigers, Stripes, Cats/Kittens, (I can go on and on, lol).
Dislikes: Labels (Though I do it anyways lol), Bitches (Though I'm one anyways lol), Girly things, Spiders, Going underwater, Annoying people (kids mostly), Certain foods, My disorder, Being left out, Being in the spot light, Speeches, Arguments, People misunderstanding me, People treating me like I'm nothing, Animes that are not interesting, That pluto is not a planet anymore, That they took off all the cool cartoons off of television (reason why I hardly watch television), (once again, I could go on, lol).
Favorite Character to roleplay as: Ryou Bakura, Kazumasa Thervainlian.
Personality: Can be a fun person to be around with. Not the smartest person in the world, but she tries. Her actual mood could be hidden by other emotions when face to face with someone, but when she writes, she shows her true emotion. She is usually cheerful, but if something brings her down, then her mood could turn into depression. When she is depressed, it's a bit hard to bring her back to being cheerful. Easily broken, but hard to fix. She can be quite silent when she wishes to be, but if given the chance she can be the most talkative/hyper person you would ever meet.
E-Mail: Note me.
Wishes: To be in his arms. <3 To be able to fly with wings (not on a plane). To make a difference in the world.

Mah Birfday!

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Comments


:iconryougirlbakura:
hey how ya doing been a while since i was able to talk ^^;

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~you cant love life until you live the life you love~

0__0 that's what my fortune cookie said ... i wanted a fortune NOT A FRICKE'N TONGUE TWISTER ¬_¬ * throws cookie *
:iconhostofthemaze:
Thanks muchly for the fav. :]
Stunning Gallery

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Of course, mabye I'll grow up and be one of those crazy cat ladys with about, sixty cats. And one day the neighbors will complain about the smell, and it'll turn out I'd died and that the cats had eaten me...
:iconflamongirl13:
Hey, hun! Thanks for the watch! I'm honored to be watched by one of the "You three/Four" lol

Thanks again ^^

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I'm Flamon in dA's Digimon Crew.

"Nah, think I'll pass. My heart just wouldn't be in it, ya know? Haven't got one." - Axel
:icongriffsnuff:
Thank you so much for the watch ^^

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:icontoshimitakaya:
Here's my entry, I'm working on another one too, I should have that one done tomorrow.

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